雨天~~

天空好像感染了我的心情~~不停的下雨~~
我原本应该很开心，很幸福的享受着家人和爱人的爱~~
可是在他发来的几封信息后，这些美好情景就破灭了~

一句陌生
让我心好痛~~昨天的我就像大雨天一样
泪 不停地流
我真的不想就这样放弃
你真的不喜欢了吗？
我伤心 你却表现出没什么...
只有我像个傻瓜一样投入吗？

我昨天失眠了，早上起来头好痛
我一直找事做
不要让自己想起你的信息
因为...只要一想起...泪就止不住

假装真的很辛苦
明明就很难过，还要表现出没什么的样子
还要对着家人笑~
不让他们担心~

我真的不想我们变成过去！！！

warm sweet home!!! o(∩_∩)o...

I'm back...my sweet sweet home
when i reached LCCT in KL...my first feeling is~~~ HOT HOT HOT
but i was so happy that i would see him soon

when i went out from the "kastam" i saw him~~
i'm going to tear but i tried to keep them up
i was so happy to have him be my side again~~miss him so much~~

we then go to a "makmak" stall cause i wan to eat "roticanai"
but unluckily there are no "roticanai" at that time. i was so dissapointed
after that, we went to lim's house...
we spent whole night there to have fun... drinking vokard and chatting...(of course i didn't drink even half of the glass)
i was the first one who went to bed, but i can't sleep even my dear "temp" me to sleep, i was so hot...

The Next Day
we went to  TIMES SQUARE
shopping there~~ i bought two T-shirt for my bros
and finding jacket with my dear for his sis
i was so happy, but i had a little bit dissapointed, i thought my dear will pull my hand but he didn't...
( i think may be he feel strange since we are not dating since SEP last year~~)
after that we went back to KAMPAR where my family are waiting for me
then, we went to eat "BAH GU TEH" there which my fav ^^

i think will be a fat fat girl where i gonna go back to cool taiwan~
cause i will keep eating at the time i am in Malaysia~ haha~

at last, i hope the strange feeling between ours will disappear soon~~ gambateh... bearbear

NEW ME!! hehe

MY NEW LOOK~~~^^

I am going back to my warm sweet home tomorrow~~

I can't wait till tomorrow to see him and my dear family~~

Miss them so much!!!!

countdown~~10 days more~~^^

My final exam is around the corner, but, i really dun have the mood to study!!
I just wan to go back my warm sweet home~~
The weather here is killing me, i hate winter!!!


I changed my hairsyle on last Monday~~
now, my hair is cury and red. Some of my friend said that i look like " a sam "
OMG~~is that true?? but anyway, i like my hairstyle now
i dun wan myself always in the same look~~
i like to try new things, i think that is a good atitude...erm....sometime~~haha


i am looking forward to the day i go back to malaysia...
 i miss him so much,
 i am so happy , guess WHY??^^
 he will be the first person i see when i reach the airport , he is going to get me back
how sweet he is~~O(∩_∩)O
but i am so nervous, i dun know what can i say ,what should i do when i see him~~
i think i will be so shy by saying nothing ~~hehe


LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT DAY~~
but now~~i should pay more attention to my exams~~haiz~~~