OMG my last post is about ten days ago.That is not about I dun have anything to record but I was so busy in last ten days, a lot of assingment, presentation and tests. Finally, the week of middle sem test is over~~
Woohoo~~I am so happy, happy n happy~~ there are no reason. It's freak when there are reasons to happy, isn't it?^^
I think i did well in the tests, hope the results are in my expectation. During the exam days, i sent a message to him. I said thank you to him in that message, thanks for what he did for me, how he hurt me truly that make me do not have any wishes about his return. I asked him to listen to a song "很愛過" sing by 叮噹 ( I dun know whether he has listened or not, whatever) That is all about the last words i wan to tell him.
Of course he didn't reply me, but i dun care, he is not as important as in the past for me anymore, he is nothing for me now. ^^
Do you know why i change to use english to write my blog suddenly? I remember when i just registered for this blog, i wanna to write by using english, but i didn't. Just because of him, i write chinese is for him to read as he cannot understand english. Eventhough he left, I still write my blog using chinese, just because i hope him may have a day recall that i have blog n read my posts. How stupid i was, at that time i still waiting for him. Yet, that stupid bear bear is disappeared, who you see now is a new Taylor Bear ↖(^。^)↗
2011年4月11日 星期一
A question to myself~~
RECENTLY, I am thinkng what i waiting for? Am i waiting for your return? or another new relationship?
A few months ago, i really knew what i want and what i was going to do...I HAD A SIMPLE DREAM,
but you ruined everthing. Because of your gaving up from this relationship, know what? I really don't know what was my next step, what i was gonna to do... during that black and grey time, i realized that how you were important to me... you used to be my future, my dream was having you...BUT THERE ARE NO ANYMORE...
Now, you won't see my tear that is tearing for you...you won't have the chance to have me again...you won't appear in my future anymore...Sometimes, i think i am lucky. Because of your leaving, i realized who is really important to me.Of course, there has no your place, they are my LOVELY family and truly friends, i will always remember how they accompany me to go through that damn time (forgive me to say like that cause i really hate myself at that time). Maybe i should thank to you because your disappearing, cause i teach me never ever believe a person truly, even if "believe"is hiding the "lie" word there. Also you gave me the freedom,gave me the chance to choose the better life, as you know , i was not going to leave you... You made the decision for me although the reason you leave me was just you cannot stay for lonely... but know what?? just go ahead for your decision. I dun know whether you will gonna pay for that or not? hope not... I am not the STUPID GIRL anymore^^
At last ,my answer for my own question is NO, I am not waiting for everyone. what i want to do now is be happy everyday,study hard and sucess my dream.
SINGLE LIFE IS THE BEST
yeah~~ i get back my lovely freedom~~ how good it is, is it??^^
I LOVE FREEDOM O(∩_∩)O
A few months ago, i really knew what i want and what i was going to do...I HAD A SIMPLE DREAM,
but you ruined everthing. Because of your gaving up from this relationship, know what? I really don't know what was my next step, what i was gonna to do... during that black and grey time, i realized that how you were important to me... you used to be my future, my dream was having you...BUT THERE ARE NO ANYMORE...
Now, you won't see my tear that is tearing for you...you won't have the chance to have me again...you won't appear in my future anymore...Sometimes, i think i am lucky. Because of your leaving, i realized who is really important to me.Of course, there has no your place, they are my LOVELY family and truly friends, i will always remember how they accompany me to go through that damn time (forgive me to say like that cause i really hate myself at that time). Maybe i should thank to you because your disappearing, cause i teach me never ever believe a person truly, even if "believe"is hiding the "lie" word there. Also you gave me the freedom,gave me the chance to choose the better life, as you know , i was not going to leave you... You made the decision for me although the reason you leave me was just you cannot stay for lonely... but know what?? just go ahead for your decision. I dun know whether you will gonna pay for that or not? hope not... I am not the STUPID GIRL anymore^^
At last ,my answer for my own question is NO, I am not waiting for everyone. what i want to do now is be happy everyday,study hard and sucess my dream.
SINGLE LIFE IS THE BEST
yeah~~ i get back my lovely freedom~~ how good it is, is it??^^
I LOVE FREEDOM O(∩_∩)O
2011年4月7日 星期四
最近~~
那天和秋美一起量體重
我竟然...竟然胖了3公斤>.<
是我變快樂了嗎？
秋美說因為快樂了才會吃很多...
現在的我，很難想像我那段時間可以完全吃不下，睡不著吧？？
該減肥咯~~~明天一大早跟秋美去游泳^^
最近身邊出現了一個很好的男生
我不知道他對我有什麽感覺
也不知道他在這時間出現是不是好事
他差不多每天都會找我聊天
我不知道這是不是出自朋友的關心
我只知道他在我難過的時候讓我轉移了注意力
他從不問我小孩子的事...
常常找話題跟我聊天~~
跟他聊天很開心...讓我開始不去想小孩子了
他會拿吃的給我吃
會幫我解決一些我糊塗忘了問的問題
會陪我打球~~~
我不知道這代表什麽~~也不敢去猜...
我好像已經習慣了每晚睡前跟他的聊天~~
跟他面對面聊天會有點緊張~~
我一直告訴自己他只當我是好朋友...
他是好人~~我不想傷害他，自己也很怕再被愛情傷害~~
現在，雖然我不會再想康了
但其實，小孩子還是會偷偷地在我夢裡出現
這又代表了什麽？
康~~你就這樣慢慢的消失好不好？？
2011年4月2日 星期六
春假n愚人節~~^^
這一篇會有點長~~太多天沒寫了~~~有點懶~~~
星期五開始是學校一個星期的春假
台灣人都回家了，宿舍格外的安靜
好像我們剛到台灣的時候~~~
1/4愚人節那天
現在才寫是不是有點遲啊？那天實在太累了
哈哈~~無所謂...只是想記錄下來
那天因為宿舍要消毒...我們無家可歸...
我前一天晚上就臨時揪人去唱K
哈哈~~~還是老朋友好~~~陪我傻~~~
我們唱了很多歌~~~聲音都變沙啞了~~~
龍哥唱歌還是那麼好聽，唱K一定要找他去~~^^
晚上我們還去了東海吃日本料理~~我吃了旗魚壽司耶~~
第一次嘗試生魚~~還不錯~~~沒有腥腥的味道~~~
2/4
這一天，就呆在宿舍
阿古來找我們都沒有帶他去哪裡，真是不好意思~~~
今天跟秋美去打籃球哦~~~
（小小聲說）其實我們沒有球，偷偷拿室友系籃的球來打~~~>.<
晚上的時候...由於太悶了，我玩起包包頭來~~~第一次綁
Y君拿了地瓜酥給我吃哦~~~台東名產~~
好吃~~~謝謝哦~~~^^
星期五開始是學校一個星期的春假
台灣人都回家了，宿舍格外的安靜
好像我們剛到台灣的時候~~~
1/4愚人節那天
現在才寫是不是有點遲啊？那天實在太累了
哈哈~~無所謂...只是想記錄下來
那天因為宿舍要消毒...我們無家可歸...
我前一天晚上就臨時揪人去唱K
哈哈~~~還是老朋友好~~~陪我傻~~~
我們唱了很多歌~~~聲音都變沙啞了~~~
龍哥唱歌還是那麼好聽，唱K一定要找他去~~^^
激動的龍哥~~~是不是很有臺風？？XD
me^^
美&me：P
好無辜的眼神~~沒辦法~~誰叫你說不唱？？
第一次嘗試生魚~~還不錯~~~沒有腥腥的味道~~~
2/4
這一天，就呆在宿舍
阿古來找我們都沒有帶他去哪裡，真是不好意思~~~
今天跟秋美去打籃球哦~~~
（小小聲說）其實我們沒有球，偷偷拿室友系籃的球來打~~~>.<
晚上的時候...由於太悶了，我玩起包包頭來~~~第一次綁
第一次綁的~~~怎麼樣？？
Y君拿了地瓜酥給我吃哦~~~台東名產~~
好吃~~~謝謝哦~~~^^
在台灣其中一樣我覺得好吃的^^
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