A few months ago, i really knew what i want and what i was going to do...I HAD A SIMPLE DREAM,
but you ruined everthing. Because of your gaving up from this relationship, know what? I really don't know what was my next step, what i was gonna to do... during that black and grey time, i realized that how you were important to me... you used to be my future, my dream was having you...BUT THERE ARE NO ANYMORE...
Now, you won't see my tear that is tearing for you...you won't have the chance to have me again...you won't appear in my future anymore...Sometimes, i think i am lucky. Because of your leaving, i realized who is really important to me.Of course, there has no your place, they are my LOVELY family and truly friends, i will always remember how they accompany me to go through that damn time (forgive me to say like that cause i really hate myself at that time). Maybe i should thank to you because your disappearing, cause i teach me never ever believe a person truly, even if "believe"is hiding the "lie" word there. Also you gave me the freedom,gave me the chance to choose the better life, as you know , i was not going to leave you... You made the decision for me although the reason you leave me was just you cannot stay for lonely... but know what?? just go ahead for your decision. I dun know whether you will gonna pay for that or not? hope not... I am not the STUPID GIRL anymore^^
At last ,my answer for my own question is NO, I am not waiting for everyone. what i want to do now is be happy everyday,study hard and sucess my dream.
SINGLE LIFE IS THE BEST
yeah~~ i get back my lovely freedom~~ how good it is, is it??^^
I LOVE FREEDOM O(∩_∩)O
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